I really miss my mom today...I just wish I could see her face, hear her voice, and hold her hand or hug her.
When I was sad, or sick or upset, she would put her hands on my face, and look into my eyes, and tell me that everything was going to be ok. Sometimes my heart hurts so bad that I feel like its gonna burst out of my chest, I miss her so so much.
And I'm sad that Mary wont get anymore time with her. My mom loved that little girl with all of her heart, and she treasured every second that she got to spend with her! One of their favorite things to do together was play dress up!
Mary used to call my mom her "sparkle grammy" because my mom always wore something sparkly and ALWAYS had jewelry on for Mary to play with. Mary adored her, and definately loved to play with her jewelry!
But my mom also sparkled from the inside, she was a true light of Christ, and she perservered through things that I know I wouldnt have been able to go through, she fought illness, and health issues, but she was never "sick" if you know what I mean.
She would have done anything for anyone, and she did...she was always doing something or giving something to someone.
She was amazing...and I want to be like her. I want to give of myself until there is nothing left, I want to have all of the fruits of the spirit, I want to make my mom proud.
But most of all today, I just want to hug her, and I cant...and my heart hurts.
"God heals the broken hearted and binds up their wounds"