Yesterday, someone told me this:
Them: "have you lost weight?"
Me: "no, not really...I havent been to gym in almost 4 months"
Them: "oh...well you look like you have lost weight, it must be your outfit. You know...you are already almost pretty. I mean, your face is gorgeous...if you could only start losing weight you could be a knock out!"
Me: (with tears starting to well up) "thanks?!?"
Then I got in my car and cried. UGGGHHHH. I HATE it when people who I dont even know that well, make comments about my weight. Especially when they talk about how cute I would be if I was skinny. If you have read this post you know how much I hate the..."you have such a pretty face" comment.
Little does that lady know that I had already felt like a big ol' wilderbeast that day. So her comment just made it worse.
I mean, I know that I eat wrong, I dont work out and I am 86 pounds overweight. But hey lady...its NOT YOUR PLACE TO TELL ME ABOUT IT. MMMM kay?
So...last night I went back to the gym..I started logging my food again in fitness pal...and I am going to start trying to be healthy again. Not because of that persons comments. But because I need to be healthy.
In other news...the misters new favorite phrase "I'm not a playa, I just crush a lot". For real...he beats me in scrabble he says "YEAH..Im not a playa I just crush a lot"....he proves me wrong in a meaningless argument "Oh yeah..I'm not a playa I just crush a lot".
But hes pretty hot..so I can deal with the gangsta talk.
Happy Hump day....raise yo hand in the ay-er if you a true play-er......